Hello mass..

Wellcome to my homepage..
I would like to offer some usefull and simple information about me and my reasons of being in here..
I was born in 30th January, 1986 in katerini, a small town here in greece.. I've been growing up everyday living in hard situations for me, so I realized, when I was really much young, that life becomes hard when you don't try to make or create something you desire.. It's all about action and reaction.. cause and consequense, so I'm not that person who cries all the time about anything and anyone.. Even death is in schedule.. Shining and falling.. We die and I know for the most of the people this sounds sad and sometimes it is, when it's about losing someone beloved.. I regard death as a transformation.. Dying means, I'm changing.. becoming a different part of the earth.. nutricious food for plants and worms, gas and liquid, sum of energy that becomes a part of the universe.. So, I don't worry about if I'm gonna die.. It'd be ridiculous.. I worry about the things that I'll leave behind after my death so that's the point of living.. Every generation lives and fights to welcome the next and so everything goes on..
When I was 12, my parents took in that I could play the piano and singing since I was 6 and decided for me to study music.. I realized what I wanted to be since i was 14 and in the age of 16 I started composing songs and writing lyrics since 1996.. So, even though I study european and greek history, in my free time I'm an amature artist and I aim to let the people meet with my art.. Also, I'm an amature photographer and an amature model and I aim to stay like that.. My pictures are a part of my art but not really something special to worship for money.. They just represent a part of the things that I hide in my head, consequently my truth and the truth of the universe, simoultaneously..
I still believe in the true spirit of the underground culture, even if the most of the people in the world and especially here in greece think that they serve it with a so called after-modern and "open-minded" way.. Consequently, I don't belong to the so called underground greek movement and for those who are gonna try to contact me through friend requests or messages, please becarefull.. I'm not a part or a member of your community.. I don't believe that being open-minded means confusing one thing with another.. For example, some people in their real life dress,react and think about things and society like a normal human being and when they go to entertain themselves in so called underground clubs, they dress like it's halloween's eve and try so hard to pretend someone else.. I believe that it's bad to pretending because pretending means that fistrly I lie to myself.. Dressing means covering and decorating myself.. decorating myself with what? with anything that exists in my everyday life and point of view on life.. So, it's easy for everyone to see that people like that, never had the chance to learn the basic things in life and mainly those that regard their own selves and their dignity.. It's too bad for someone not to know one's self and the worst thing is trying to gain a personallity repeating someone else's words, pretending to be someone else, to use and show to the people something as an individual one or seen for first time in order to earn some money, by the time some persons already have done that first and remarkable progress in the past.. So, it's not enough to say " I don't care " because yes.. everyone cares but everyone is afraid to face one's self and be honest.. Truth is always hard for those who can't face it.. So, I expected that to happen because, that's the law of universe.. Action and reaction.. Cause and consequence.. Human kind faces it's own decay and end.. Consequently, art faces that too because art is represented by human beings..
Many people call me "banal" or "cliche" and indeed.. maybe I am.. I don't believe in sex without love because it just can't happen.. I don't believe in dark fashionists who pretend to be underground tough guys and horny sluts because afterall they are still normal persons like everyone that they the same schorch at, without knowledge, experience and honesty.. I don't believe in confusing ideals for which some people died.. I agree with the fact that the one thing brings the next.. that the goose bore the egg and the egg bore the goose but they can't be the same.. There are many different truths that are sub caregories of the truth of the subjection of the universe, always know as objection..
So, humanity once faced evolution and I know that nowdays, I live in the age of the war of the differencies and the only thing I can do is to fight for the truth and for my ideals.. So, my art, as I said above is a part of the things that hide in my head, of my beliefs.. I serve underground culture and I confess that I suffer everyday for that.. I can't agree with the laws of the universe but I still follow them because I know that even if I suicide I'll be again a part of the universe.. so, leaving my own colours on this small planet is the only way for me to resist this.. One day, the next generations shall understand the meaning of my words and my art because I'm sure that they will find out what is gonna happen and I will be there to prove them back..
I don't intend to be a drama-queen with this text or to be a smart-ass.. I just like truth and I prefer to show to the people what I really represent.. Some people call me a misanthrope, an antisocial or a cynical one and maybe I am for those who can't understand but it can't be in a different way.. loneliness helped me much but I'm still a part of this world and I have to face everything and everyone in order to live.. I'm sure though that those who'll understand me will get in the point..
Haters, hate me.. Hate is a violent kind of love with colours of jealousy..
Lovers, love me.. My presents were created for you..
Ignorants, I can ignore you with my whole heart.. Ignorance is the pure hate..
Fight me as much as you want.. I'm smoking on my maroon cannon and waiting for you..
best regards, Yak0vain Retroluck a.k.a VaMPyRIC R0MaNCe

P.S.
I'm not the loser or the bitch that seeks persons to get addicted to or be offended by..
I'm not the one that you can sexually or spiritually worship..
I let you see my msn messenger, in case you want to have a private discussion that worths get started with me..
I don't look for a (cyber) sex-partner or a worshiping friend..
I'm not responsible for you didn't like my face, body, clothes, way of thinking.. You should think first if you feel ok with yourself before you start anything with me..
My name is Giorgos but u can call me VaMPyRIC R0MaNCe or just Yak0vain..
I don't have anything more to say about myself cause I just leave the others to have an opinion about me..
Take your time thinking deeper.. There are many unknown basements in your mind that you never searched for..

Thnk you..

I love u my beloved Eisaroq The Elyte..

music (listening and composing and writing lyrics), pc (software), sex, literature, designing clothes and stuff and drawing just for fun..

rock (goth, death, alternative, southern, pagan), industrial (martial, aggressive, rock, electro), ambient (black, dark), experimental, wave (dark, new), ebm, metal (gothic, black, death, nu), speed garage, punk (post, horror, cabaret), folk (apocalyptic, neo), classical , trip hop.

The Crow (1,2,4), Life As A House, Stigmata, The Others, The Ring (1,2,0), Nosferatu (1950), Dracula, Queen Of The Damned, Interview With A Vampire, Bowling For A Columbine, Transportation, The Matrix (1,2,3), Hannibal, Cradle Of Fear, Chainsaw Massacre and many more..

nothing..

literature, Necronomicon, Satanic Bible by Anton Szandor Lavey, Book Of Shadows, Witchcraft, Nietzche, Darvine, Long Hard Road Out Of Hell by Marilyn Manson and many more..

Hello Chaos.. I'm Playing The Fool Out Of Their Door..