Treasurous   (874 views)

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I guess its okay to spend christmas alone sometimes; its just one day a stupid day out of the year.
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Age

18

Location

Chesapeake

Birthday

May 9
 
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Age

18

Birthday

May 9

Location

Chesapeake

Languages

English, Spanish, German, French
 

About Me

I thought it mattered when it didnt
and all that I have stopped suddenly hurts me
I try to run away
but freedoms eyes avert me
I am stuck in this limbo of darkness
in some corner of nowhere and somewhere

I thought if I just stopped life.. it would stop hurting
but it hurts even more than what it did when I lived it
The Nothingness is swallowing me
I chase after something and it hurts me purposely

Im scared now...
destroyed never it seems
Is destroyed meaning nothing left? Or something?
the nothingness of Abyssfullness hurts more than the somethingness it seems.

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My name is alexandria Brittany Ruffin. I dont do alot of excersizing. But I love to be playful. I can be sad alot. I stay by myself.. like a loner would. Even if you baught me around people I might be really shy. THe best way to get me to meet friends...would be to introduce me to them like one by one. I stay on the computer alot. I read more than alot. I watch tv regularly. I dont like school its my hell hole. I hate watching people get hurt. I hate watching others not stand up for themselves... like me. I write poetry...

Interests

I love the world, and I hate it all together. I never want world peace because it is a hopeless dream. I only want progression but with each gain there is a loss of knawledge.
I want the past back but it only dies. I want love but it only releases hate. I love to read but the stories only give false hope. I want to right but no one will ever understand. I want to sing but I want it to reach all and feel the pain in my voice but it cracks. I want to laugh but it always goes away

Favorite Music

TLC, DestinyChild,B2K
 

Favorite Movies

ALOT!!

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Favorite TV Shows

Family Guy, Simpsons, Fullmetal Alchemist, Americas next top model, Avatar, Scooby doo,The fameous ************************************************************* jet Jackson, Buffy the vampire slayer, ANgel, House, and smallville.
 

Favorite Books

all of harrypotter, all of DeathgateCycle, All of SOveriegn stone trilogy, Eyes of the Dragon by Steven King,Z for Zachariah, Gilly, The Kay(Key), Everlasting
 

Favorite Quote

Those who stand and do nothing while others are in pain, are working for the side of the offender
 

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Burgundy Tears : Feb 1, 2009
Lovers soft lips touch mine with invisible flesh
I can feel his touch on the other side of an imaginary Window
where I axiomatically believe only rain separates that face from being clear in my mind.
The consciousness of my love awakened with every touch of dawn on my warm face.
the suns gentle warming touches feel closer to skin than his.
Though my lover knows he still will never find his staring at a moving blinking face unfrozen and still with a soul. 
Talking to another is like talking through an opaque window, to a reflection that is clouded and obscured by darkness.
Where I believe I am looking at them but only a mirror that lies to me.
The Mirror holds a girl behind it.
I speak through her. I bleed through her.
The girl on the other side is my puppeteer.
I dance for her. I cry for her.
We are both in a box yet she controls me.
I see her laughing at me, and I beg her to stop.
Its as though we were not ever once united of the same soul
She The only time I have control is when she tries to look me in the eyes after she clenses her skin of day
The Fog within the mirror obscures me from seeing into her eyes. But I get the feeling she can see into mine.
But every time she does see into my dark brown pits of pain, she says nothing, and pretends to write her feelings, but they end up being my no longer controllable emotions bleeding out through the ballpoint pen onto the pieces of paper that wind up being scattered and ripped and torn when she regases at them
as though suprised to find that there could be any emotion real enough to touch her
that could possible come from the girl behind the condencsated window.
When she cries, I stop bleeding.
The day she falls on her knees is the day she surrenders to me.
but she cant fall
and I know that the satisfaction of seeing  her fall and me taking over will not only be a path towards utter failure but the hope of choice, which is obscured by the demolitionizing chances of retalliation.
For now..
 I await behidn the mirror feeling nothing with my own hands and everythign with my soul behind a mirror as an opaque soul of  Maroon and Burgundy Tears.

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Aug 27 2:26 PM
 
obg pelo convite! take care.
 
Jun 8 7:34 PM
DT says:
 
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Feb 14 8:22 PM
DT says:
 
Your a wonderful person with some much to offer in a person life, you are our light that sparkle our eyes, your my friend for a reason... Happy Valentine!!! click to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to comment
 
 
Jan 27 1:32 PM
DT says:
 
Thanks for everyone peaceful loving happy heart for me thanks :)!!! click to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to comment.
 
 
 
Jan 1 11:07 PM
 
Happy New Year 2009 my sweet little sister

Soon I will fly my wings back home
 
Dec 30, 2008 11:14 AM
DT says:
 
Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy New Year!!! My new year wish are from everyone to have peaceful loving and happy life!!! click to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to commentclick to comment...
 
Dec 14, 2008 11:25 AM
 
I am a sinner, a operator,
the poetry breaker.
have no name, honour, dignity
lost my wings, my brilliancy, my clown identity.
at the desert i made friendship with snakes and rats,
the old winds told me the secrets, the words, the treasurous of our emptyness, lonelyness, verbs ands stories of madness.
private sun, the darkest side of the world,
ligther,a women, a candle.
roses for lautreamont,
midnigth vision, endless poem
i still being one
me, myself,
my mirror.
i won´t give them my soul, my sickness, my glory.
i come to give the world more than a science.
 
Dec 12, 2008 2:41 PM
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Nov 19, 2008 12:29 PM
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Nov 18, 2008 7:55 PM
DT says:
 
Hi Treasuous your welcome my friend :):):)!!! im very happy i better your day :):):)!!! i will comment to you now and forever and brighting your day with peace♥&:). "H*U*G*S"

Thank you for your comment my friend...
 
Nov 16, 2008 11:57 PM
DT says:
 
When peace love and happiness is bond togather, your mind heart and soul are enlighten by beauty. click to comment.
 
Nov 13, 2008 6:35 PM
DT says:
 
Peace love & happiness my friend smile :)!!!click to comment
 
Nov 11, 2008 9:55 PM
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